~Country Juke-Joint~



After the magic disappeared
You told me how I hold your
Life back

I was choked by your words
Because it’s crazy as Gnarls Barkley
That you think I’m that person

Never, ever
Have I been or will ever become who
You make me out to be

You tried to drown
Me in your insults, accusations,
And mudslinging

I was almost stupid enough
To make excuses for you
To treat me like a bad child

You deserve more
Shit, I deserve more
You told me how tired Jill Scott and the Fuzz Band was
Ok
I love them both!
Now I’m just tired of you
You think you are so much fucking better than me
But the truth is you too short to ride a high horse
Mean as a snake
I don’t know why I stayed this long
Take your trips
Take your cruises
Find someone who will allow you to dog them out
Keep the Coach bag
Keep the Coffee Maker
I’m taking me
 
After all I should be used to being alone
All the Holidays
All the time
You are too busy building a life for yourself
I can appreciate a hard worker
But you neglecting my needs is not ok with me

So quick to holler about
What I don’t have money for
But yet I give everything I have to give
Still it’s not enough
Fuck it
And by the way I don’t mind
The Country Juke-Joint

CS Knight Productions
Copyright 2013 

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