Quixotic

I drove around for 4 hours waiting for you to get off work circles I didn't have much just a card just some flowers just all that I had You wanted a cruise You lied to your friends and said you went to Florida You said that's where a person who cared would have taken you I sat near tears A jackass For thinking my best would be good enough You dragged me at midnight to a Casino I was tired too remember the right hotel but you yelled and screamed how everything sucked I felt so stupid so helpess like an old man fraile and gullable Bleeding Lonely Hurting Empty I finally left at 5 am I smashed the tulips I took the card and what's left of my self-esteem Go to Florida Go on a Cruise Go to Hell

I haven't written anything about us in a long time. Mainly, because I knew we were in a downward spiral for a very long time. We were just going through the motions. Now it's completely dissolved. Even I don't think we will recover, nor do I want to. You are so mean, so cold, so unbearable. It doesn't matter what I think I give, it's never enough. Now, you tell me how much better you are than I am. How much better your friends are than mine. What a joke. LOL Head Muncher, yeah, your best friend well known in the community as the biggest slut, but you think because she has a  PhD she is better than my friends who just work or don't have degrees. HA! How pathetic. Now you demand that I take a cruise with you, and breakup with me because I don't want to spend my money on a cruise. It's too bad. You have entitlement issues and you think I'm just going to negate my responsibilities to make you happy, no it's not going to happen that way. So go, I...