Quixotic

You materialized at my place around 2'o'clock in the afternoon we chatted on my couch with Pandora in the background It's still crazy how I double-check my gear, ponytail and cologne before you get there We sat kinda like strangers at first... then you leaned over and cuddled under my arm We were talking about something that happened earlier but the positive energy of now was causing us to forgot the negative energy of then I felt my conscious ease into a kiss Your mouth calmed the discourse And we found resolution in an embrace I ended up asking if maybe, one day, maybe we could um move in You said how nice that would be and maybe in 6 months we could um maybe move in you told me how nice and "handsome" I looked and I felt school boyish then you told me how much you needed me and that's when I felt masculine and stroked your thighs as you practically were on my lap kissing me and stroking my ego I felt helple

B eing with you has Revealed so much About me Your love has encouraged Me to face my flaws And repair my brokenness Your touch Has been a healing For my hidden pain From the first time You warmed my hands; To the kiss you gave me Saturday Your warmth has shone into Me and I’m changed All I want to do Is to be a better me So I can give you more The way you love me Is like gentle tulips Growing in the summer rain Refreshed and beautiful My heart like A seashell Is yours to put to your ear And hear my ocean of craving to be next to you I love when You stand close to me and look me in my eyes I draw in my breath slow As you kiss me like the sun setting gracefully, I forget where I am or what I was thinking As I taste your caramel lips I close my eyes And drift into your space And I know I love you with all of me I know that all I want Is to spend my life Growing with you I know that I want to Build a home and life With you I want to understand Everything about you I want to li

February has always been a very special month for me. First of all, my birthday is this month and I love birthday's, especially mine. Lately, I've found myself relaxing..yes relaxing, not getting all worked up over things that usually stress me out. I'm starting to realize that all that stressing never really solves anything. I'm focusing my energy on one word: PROGRESS. And so far, I feel like I'm on my way to accomplishng my career goals. Ive been submitting applications left and right and I'm waiting for responses. My relationship...ohhhhh the unpredictable circumstances. Well lately, we have made some PROGRESS. Actually I got really pissed about somethings and wanted to end it, she came over to my house at 1am, and well we talked...we ended up getting back together and that experience really helped to get us out of the rut we had fallen into. I think with her and I, we have to find a way to peacefully disagree and work through our differences. I think that