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Sinking

I can feel the drain in my face the draft in our conversations the dwindling of our intimacy slow evidence of decension unrescued emotions undone passion phases of the moon out of sync bruised I am alone without comfort in your lack luster love Copyright 2011 CS Knight

well it's a New Year

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I t's a New Year, but unfortunately things aren't all that new. Now, I'm not going to whine like a baby. I'm just observing how many of my relationships and situations have eased into the new year right along with the idea of starting over. I'm going to be positive. I want to make this year, a year that I make progress in my personal life and reach my career and relationship goals. In fact, I didn't need a new year to change my attitude about things I didn't like or agree with in 2010. For starters my relationship has seen ALOT of ups and downs and I'm just not sure how to take it anymore. At one point I was determined not to let the status of the relationship have an effect on other things in my life, but I found that really difficult to do. So now, we are just taking things one day at a time. I haven't stepped away..or indulged in my infamous "check out" (that's when I just become indifferent about the relationship). I'm much m