Quixotic

Fierce sighs Gobble   Intimacy Ravished Angry We talk about making love instead Pissed I give in to bickering and rebellion Laughter Kept brief Old jokes Sink We used to Have joy Now Nitpicks taint Past Finger tips Touch the present In old dusty accusations I hold To Nothing But Our first kiss Copy right 2010 Q

She lingers through my experiences placing grains of sand in my dreams Pouring down hour glasses rain wiggles down Drenching our steam consumed in her lips Spinning french kisses I'm so transparent to her Sometimes I wanna hide from her naked opinion of me She knows I love her She knows I crave her She knows I don't want anyone else In her eyes I see her possession of me And I have willing surrendered as puddles collect after the storm No choice they just dwell peacefully She like the water holds me in a space tight like peppermint in a package...

Well things are... moving along. My relationship is in good standing, seems like we have finally gotten to the place where we understand each other much better, and we are able to communicate our feelings easier. That is actually a HUGE bonus. She has alot going on right now, and I'm showing her plenty of support. Ive been really busy with work, and other projects. Looking forward to the upcoming holidays with my family and friends. I'm very concerned about what my partner is going through with her family right now. As I said earlier I'm being supportive, you know helping her through all of it. I'm worried about how things might impact the relationship at some point. I hope I'm not being selfish, but it's an observation. She may even have to change her current living arrangement. All I can do is hope that things work out for her, and then for us. Everyone has issues, I just I hope I am able to maintain through all of what she has going on. It's funny, I use

Now, if I would have written this post on Saturday, it would probably been a happier read. Today, and most of yesterday I have just felt like BLAH. My girlfriend is talking stupid about one thing or the other. The job is getting on my nerves. And I'm starting to feel unmotivated; and I don't have time for bullshit to leave me in a sloppy state of melancholy. Maybe its PMS, maybe it's me not taking a hard cold stare at what I don't want to deal with. Maybe it's a combo of many different things. Sometimes I feel like I need a getaway, a vacation, but then again maybe I need to separate myself from somethings that aren't good for me---permanently. I can't stand when I'm like this. Like my job, I'm happy to be employed...however, I'm VERY unhappy with my line of work; after 8 years or so, I'm burned out. I'm taking the steps to make a career change, its just it's not happening soon enough.  Sometimes I can be overly critical of myself an

So I have a lock on  my bedroom door. My bae texts me that she is on her way, she works ALOT, so I get all excited about seeing her. I didn't work that day because of some bad flooding in the area. I jump up to get ready to take and shower and you know girlfriend proof the room, I had like my snacks and a cup sitting on the dresser. I walk out of the room, close the door and BAM, I locked myself out. Of course my extra keys are INSIDE the bedroom, because I locked myself out the other day, and never put the spare key back. SIGH. Of course my windows are all locked and its raining outside. Right around this time, my girl pulls up. I get in her car and explain my situation, she starts laughing. We go inside and try butter knives, and credit cards..no luck. We call several locksmiths, and due to the flooding..they can't get to us. We ended up camping out in my living room. It was so much fun. We made a pallet on the floor with my sofa pillows, which are big and comfy..We talked, g