Honestly
Guess it was all the bullshit I did from the beginning coming back to eat me alive I cannot really handle the thought of breaking up based on so many thoughts You say how I control you and how you are imprisoned and want to be free to travel without me I tried to take the steps needed to so you can be free I said go I said chill I said hang with your friends.... Inside I cringed with fear and regret Inside I cried Inside I figured it would lead to the end I hope I'm wrong I hope I'm strong I said I would go to But really I just wanted to say let's go together let's stay together let's block out the "messy" world of lesbians.. at least for now.. honestly but I didn't say any of that..